I am, by default and design, a lazy individual. I need projects. And side projects. Otherwise I grind to a frickin' halt.
This is what I'm thinking about today. This being a snowy day when patients are not showing up and I have no back up projects. I didn't bring my book or needle point. And this blog is falling off too.
I blame the latter on God. Now that my faith is growing stronger, all this stuff I use to write about isn't there to write about. I don't really struggle with internal demons, anxieties or social mores. I blog about my kids but I also facebook about them. So a lot of content is shifted to there.
Then, my mind has nothing to focus on. Nothing to obsess over. I mean, sure, I could look up how soon I can test for pregnancy again but that's no fun. I've made the unilateral decision to place that in God's hands. Not the pregnancy test, but the pregnancy. I don't have to test anything. My body will let me know if I'm pregnant.
Then, I start thinking about the foster care classes. That will be every Tuesday x 10 weeks starting in a few weeks but even those are just part of a process. A process that takes 3-4 months which is nothing to talk about. I mean, again, this is in God's hands. We are letting it all happen. We welcome the gifts He is about to give us.
Then, well, that's about it.
If I come up with anything new or get knocked up I'll let you know.
Meanwhile, maybe I'll slide into random thoughts. Those are good. Maybe I'll try of series like that :)
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